This is the most recent picture of me i have and i felt as though i needed to update my old one, because i change my hair and stuff so often, currently desperately trying to remove the red from it and get it to a nice light brown so i can get some blonde through the ends, id like to have ombre but by the time i achieve it, it will probably be out of fashion haha.
Half term was great for me, i kept busy and had plans for everyday which i didnt think would happen, went to another awesome show in this guys house and then stayed for a massive chillout with everyone after. that was sweet, unfortunetely the half term didnt end well.
On Sunday my best friend text me and basically started a very big drama because i hadnt invited her to this gig that i went too, it sounds so ridiculously petty, and i believe it is, but she's found it a good enough reason not to talk to me anymore and not come into contact with me at college and stuff. It will happen sooner or later though and it will just be akward, but i've apolagised more than once, even where i dont feel i should have done, because really a friend invited me to go and as he was taking me there and back i didnt feel it was my place to invite my friend. should it have really mattered anyway?
I mean do you have to do everything with your best friend, i sometimes feel like it would be a weight of my shoulders not to have one anyway, i could do what i like without being judged, im sure in some cases best friends dont judge, but not in mine. I wouldnt have to worry about including her in everything i did or argueing with her and my life would probably be a lot more stress free.
so for now, im kind of happy. untill the time comes when this has to be sorted out. I needed somewhere to get this all out, hence the massive essay. not that i have enough followers to even read it anyway haha.