A few days in london.

Ive been staying with my sister who lives in lamberth north in central london for a few days, its been really nice. I visited everywhere ive been before but couldnt really remember. Went to Spitalfields market and then to brick lane and all the markets around there, so many great shops, its packed with huge vintage shops aswell, there was lots i wanted but im saving my money so im sure ill be going back soon! Went to covent garden and piccadilly and soho and china town too, did a heck of a lot of walking which im still recovering from now. Had a lovely walk and lunch along the southbank yesterday morning. I miss london a heck of a lot and its really hit home how diverse and wonderful and interesting it is compared to living near southampton, as nice as the new forest can be, its just not great at this age. But anyway if your in London, id say brick lane is the place to be, on a weekend only i think though. got a couple of pictures - all the amazing food, my delicious lemon grass chicken, the cheesecake stall and the shop which was just full of random cats, one of the best shops ever.

This is the most recent picture of me i have and i felt as though i needed to update my old one, because i change my hair and stuff so often, currently desperately trying to remove the red from it and get it to a nice light brown so i can get some blonde through the ends, id like to have ombre but by the time i achieve it, it will probably be out of fashion haha.
Half term was great for me, i kept busy and had plans for everyday which i didnt think would happen, went to another awesome show in this guys house and then stayed for a massive chillout with everyone after. that was sweet, unfortunetely the half term didnt end well.
On Sunday my best friend text me and basically started a very big drama because i hadnt invited her to this gig that i went too, it sounds so ridiculously petty, and i believe it is, but she's found it a good enough reason not to talk to me anymore and not come into contact with me at college and stuff. It will happen sooner or later though and it will just be akward, but i've apolagised more than once, even where i dont feel i should have done, because really a friend invited me to go and as he was taking me there and back i didnt feel it was my place to invite my friend. should it have really mattered anyway?
I mean do you have to do everything with your best friend, i sometimes feel like it would be a weight of my shoulders not to have one anyway, i could do what i like without being judged, im sure in some cases best friends dont judge, but not in mine. I wouldnt have to worry about including her in everything i did or argueing with her and my life would probably be a lot more stress free.
so for now, im kind of happy. untill the time comes when this has to be sorted out. I needed somewhere to get this all out, hence the massive essay. not that i have enough followers to even read it anyway haha.

Defeater last night. a crappy picture as im no pro photographer but a picture at the least.
they were sick

keep forgetting to use this! im going to try really hard to keep it up.

anywayssssss, i should be going to this show tomorrow night
will be so awesome if i can. Went to laser quest today and played against some complete strangers, they thrashed us but it was awesome anyway.
now im desperately trying to keep myself from eating a whole packet of rich tea biscuits, waaaah

when dinner smells like pancakes. but its really chicken.. heartbreak.

this is my very poor attempt at decorating my room, i used whatever possible christmassy thing i could find... which was not a lot.
I really want my room to feel festive because my christmas spirit needs a massive boost. My family are really not into it and as much as i agree with not spending vasts amounts of money and stuff i really like the whole feel and the food and whatnot.
The only thing that gets me is that every year i spend my birthday money, as it was a few weeks ago, on buying everyone elses presents, this year there was a lot i wanted to buy with it, stuff just for me, in the least selfish way possible haha. But again i have spent it on others presents and the money i do have i really need to use to try and learn to drive, another something i need to get proactive about and do! Im really hoping i get something useful, or something which i would like for christmas this year, it doesn't have to be big, im not expecting anything much, i just dont want another silly thing that i know i cant put to any use.
Anyway all i really want now is christmas dinner, think im gonna make some pretty sick roast potatoes this year, sadly been watching all those christmas cooking things and im so up for it. and yorkshire puddings. mmmmmmmmmmm
my second pointless post.

Im fem and I am starting a fresh with this blog, at first i wanted to use it to post about the fashion i like and all of that stuff but i now want to use it as a personal blog, i have a tumblr www.femcampbell.tumblr.com although i feel like i dont treat it as a real blog, and theres so many aspects of that site that just annoy the hell out of me. I also really like the idea of having a place to post what i want where only people i do not know will read it, baring in mind i dont really have any followers hahaa. well i cant think of much else to add so this has been the first of probably many pointless posts.